Understanding Life

i think i should be gay.

just a thought 

that J and my friends are gonna come over at 10 am…

in 8 hours… and i’m not sleeping yet…

i need more than 8 hours of sleep to be myself….

and it’s so we can try to convince my mom to let me go to the “road trip” next weekend…

this

will

be

interesting

TONIGHT WAS SO FUCKING EPIC!!!

THE GLOWSTEP!!! CyberPunkers and NERO LIVE!!! OMFG!!

literally danced my ass off, the lights, the music, covered in sweat lol screaming to my favorite songs! dancing with the people i love!!

and when we left my dad texted me saying that they bought us food!!

my back is on fire, my right knee is in so much pain.. SO WORTH IT!!

i need tonight, and i LOVED it. didnt stop dancing, except one point where i literally couldnt breathe, there was so much people and like it was incredibly warm with everyone dancing, the air was very thin. but then they put another epic song and i just kept dancing!

omg, i just seriously needed this night, and didnt expect it to be this fucking epic. 

im so fucking glad i bought those tickets [which were originally J’s bday gift] money well spent.

everytime we drank water it felt like the water evaporated right when we drank it. lol

omg just.. *screams* so fucking awesome!!!

and tomorrow J will buy our tickets for our favorite dubstep dj [GOD] BORGORE!!!

AGH!! can’t fucking wait for BORGORE!!!! that will just keep me incredibly happy the rest of the summer.. until the Electric Daisy.

so fucking pumped for Borgore!!

but incredibly tired right now haha.

so im off to bed.

i sense that my body will be in so sore tomorrow.

dubstep, drum and bass, techno, drumstep. EVERYTHING. simply epicly amazing. i loved this night.

goodnight XD

what’s with all this porn in my dash? lol

not only gifs or pictures but videos as well?

just one of those porn days in tumblr i guess.

counting down the hours left for tonight. 

i gotta:

1. take a shower
2. vacuum my room
3. charge my camera
4. make sure we dont miss anything 
5. NAP
6. eat
7. realize that i lost my “Thats What She Said” pin
8. cry over that
9. realize i still have my “Caution” with Zombies pin
10. get happy about that
11. avoid bitch slapping a bitch tonight
12. drink
13. drink
14. drink
15. jell-o shots
16. drink
17. make sure everyone is okay to drive or if not make room in the living room so they can pass out there.
18. try to have fun

i can sense you near by..

bettah back da fuq up.