Understanding Life

TONIGHT WAS SO FUCKING EPIC!!!

THE GLOWSTEP!!! CyberPunkers and NERO LIVE!!! OMFG!!

literally danced my ass off, the lights, the music, covered in sweat lol screaming to my favorite songs! dancing with the people i love!!

and when we left my dad texted me saying that they bought us food!!

my back is on fire, my right knee is in so much pain.. SO WORTH IT!!

i need tonight, and i LOVED it. didnt stop dancing, except one point where i literally couldnt breathe, there was so much people and like it was incredibly warm with everyone dancing, the air was very thin. but then they put another epic song and i just kept dancing!

omg, i just seriously needed this night, and didnt expect it to be this fucking epic. 

im so fucking glad i bought those tickets [which were originally J’s bday gift] money well spent.

everytime we drank water it felt like the water evaporated right when we drank it. lol

omg just.. *screams* so fucking awesome!!!

and tomorrow J will buy our tickets for our favorite dubstep dj [GOD] BORGORE!!!

AGH!! can’t fucking wait for BORGORE!!!! that will just keep me incredibly happy the rest of the summer.. until the Electric Daisy.

so fucking pumped for Borgore!!

but incredibly tired right now haha.

so im off to bed.

i sense that my body will be in so sore tomorrow.

dubstep, drum and bass, techno, drumstep. EVERYTHING. simply epicly amazing. i loved this night.

goodnight XD

perfect time to straighten my hair

that’s all for now.

my alarm clock is set to give me a heart attack at 7:25am 

so imma go i guess.

Pat told me to bring my camera tomorrow, so probably gonna upload pointless pictures tomorrow. woot!

lol g’night everyone, i leave you all this picture of myself with my baby Lady :)

yeah„ im drunk.. 

i feel pretty fucking shitty..

im just gonna pass out in my bed.

just thought ya’ll should know..

idk. lol bye

i feel like the fun has been sucked right out of me..

i just feel like a body.. only inhaling..exhaling..inhaling..exhaling.. 

J finally came through and we’re going to the movies.. and instead of watching Titanic, i wanna watch American Reunion..

i need comedy today..

i feel numb..

i guess everything is starting to hit me.. college.. life..

i dont know what to feel today honestly..

i feel like im swallowing a rock.. 

like i wanna burst out crying.. but dont even have the strength to cry..

im not sure today..

..

im gonna buy a bottle of wine for myself, and gonna drive to J’s house..

i need his company before i do something stupid…