Understanding Life

But they dont miss me…

Wah.

So i just Found out that its gonna snow in Boston lol
My aunt isnt happy about that xD

But we’re gonna stay once more night in NYC.

We were in Times Square tonight :D
And i went ice skating. It felt awesome to be able to ice skate again! I missed it so much :)
Although right when i started skating they started playing the song “someone like you” from Adele.. So i was like “really?” like for real could it be more depressing.?

But anyways i took +300 pictures today. :0

So yeah im bored right now. Im watching FRIENDS though.
But talking with someone right now would be pretty rad..

But since im a lonely depressed girl, i guess it’s starting to be something i should get used to by now..

Meh

okay so:

tomorrow, as many of you already know, i’m leaving my little island to go to The Big Apple. 

with this said, it basically means i won’t be online as much i want to in Tumblr. [this is the part where you all go “awwww” and put on sad faces… no? anyone? alrighty then, moving on] 

so anyways, i wont be on here as much. cause my Aunt is planning on taking me everywhere in New York. so that means that during the day i’ll try to be on as much as possible from my phone [until the battery dies].

however, i will take my laptop, and at night all try to be online for a bit.

in the mean time, i have my Queue completely full of funny’s and the typical shit i reblog and stuff. i’ll arrange for it to post about 10 posts? 15? at the hours of the night, cause during the day Tumblr is basically dead lol.

i will try to post as many pictures as i can during my trip. i wanna share the pictures with you guys :) and i also will be taking pictures and videos with my Canon camera so after the trip i expect to bring you guys many epic pictures from New York and Boston.

i’m almost done packing, i’m just trying to make sure that i wont forget anything.

well hopefully it doesn’t snow [cause otherwise i’ll freeze my ass off] but if it snows i know i’ll be twice as happy, cause that only means better pictures :)

my Aunt told me the temperature over there its pretty good for now, last my Aunt check it was at 47 degrees. so i guess that’s pretty nice weather.

still am kinda anxious, but i’m looking at the good side of this, like :

• going to New York [i mean seriously, it’s New York, what’s not great about it? it’s one of my favorite cities and i’ve always wanted to visit]
• i’ll go to museums
• i’ll take kick ass pictures
• it’ll be the first time i travel without my parents [still nerve wrecking, but i’m trying to get over that]

but yeah. i will be from my phone, meaning i get emails everytime i get a new message in my ask box, so feel free to leave me anything you guys want [maybe messages that ya’ll miss me… no? yeah i thought so XP]

but anyways, i’m gonna try to finish packing [i think this is the second time i say this lol]

and yeah, i think i’ll stop here lol.

i dont leave untill midday tomorrow so i got the whole night to answer random messages [hint hint] [no? still nothing? oh well, i tried]

love ya ! ♥ 

i woke up to check my email..
and there it was,
just sitting there, staring at me,
that little email..
i clicked the little envelop and there it was…

MY PLANE TICKETS TO NEW YORK NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, enough GIFs lol XD
but yeah im fucking excited!!!
it’s like official now! :3
and my aunt told me it’s cold over there which is even better lol

gah!!
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[a little background check]
ok so I live in Puerto Rico [little island in the Caribbean] and i have 6 cousins. 2 of those cousins are studying n the US, one in Boston, the other in New York.

[back to now]
I’m currently trying to do whatever it takes to move out to Florida so i can study photography the right way, cause in my college.. it sucks ass. and i already went to Florida and checked out the school and stuff and it’s just perfect.. the only problems are
1. the cost
2. staying there.

My uncle and aunt know about what i want to do, to move out and stuff, and they are being incredibly supportive. like i can’t even believe how supportive they are about this. my uncle even offered to pay whatever we can’t afford.

Our original plan was that when i go to Florida, i could stay at my grandmother’s apartment, since she lives about 10 minutes away, and that way i wouldn’t have to pay for a dorm. BUT my uncle and aunt are insisting that i should live in a dorm so i can experience living on my own, and i really love that idea. and besides, i’m pretty damn sure i wont be able to handle my grandmother that much, since she is my mother’s mom, she is a replica of my mom only 10 times worse.

Sooo, the other day, my aunt called me and asked me to join her for i think a week, to go to New York and Boston for when my cousins start their semester, so i can know how living in a dorm would be like. and i’m just pretty excited about it. i think it’s one of the only things i can actually look forward to next year.

I’ve been to Boston during winter, and it’s just so amazing, but i’ve never been to New York, it’s one of my favorite cities. and knowing i’ll be able to go right after New Years is just.. gah, beyond words. I’m gonna take soo many pictures over there, i can’t wait.

This is something i thought could never happen, and to know that it will, makes me pretty happy, and it’s something i REALLY need, to get out of here, without my parents [FINALLY] and experience traveling on my own [well i’ll be with my aunt, but i meant like without my parents lol and besides hanging out with my aunt is like hanging out with like the ultimate best friend, she’s amazing] and basically just being able to go and stuff, is at least i have to look forward to.

I know this is what i need to free my mind for a while, and take my mind off of all this depression and horrible thoughts. and if i see snow again i’ll totally die, i’ve only seen snow once, when i went to Boston about 2 years back. if i see snow in New York i’m gonna flip and just die lol. i love snow and obviously don’t get that here.

but yeah.. this is something i’m really looking forward to, and i’m very excited about it.. just thinking about it makes me all smiley and it takes my mind off of all the negative things i was thinking a while ago.. i think this could be a great opportunity for me and overall i just know it’ll help with horrible depression i have.